Sunday, September 22, 2013

Just Celebrated An Amazing 45th Birthday

I had an amazing 45th Birthday on Thursday, September 19, 2013.  I referenced this birthday in a previous post,  called it my "forty-fine" birthday.  I had made plans over a year ago that when I got to this one I would have dropped the 100 pounds.  Well life happened, I had some ups and downs but on my birthday I still felt "forty-fine". Some people even told me I definitely looked "forty-fine", lol.  See like many others, my weight loss journey has being affected by significant personal challenges which I had been struggling with for several years but earlier this year, I finally faced and addressed a major one.  In my January 13, 2013 blog post, I concluded as usual with a few quotes and this was one of them: 
“Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life, but define yourself.” ― Harvey Fierstein
I'm so thankful after having a great 45th Birthday, that I had to repost the quote and simply add, who I am is who I am but more importantly, who I am NOT is the victim anymore! 

Knowing I'm blessed and highly favored,
Lynnell


Still I Rise

 by Maya Angelou

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops,
Weakened by my soulful cries?

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own backyard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

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